One thing I have been meaning to do is write down a vision I had a couple of weeks back while meditating. I started off by clearing my head of all thoughts and breathing deeply. I then started to allow my consciousness to float upwards and I was going to through what appeared to be gray clouds. When I got through them I was in outer space surrounded by darkness and stars. In the darkness I could see something even darker, a small box with a door. I knew this to be the entrance to my safe place. I went to the box and opened the door. I was instantly met with a meadow of tall green grass, animals and trees. I said hello to some of the animals and I touched the grass and could feel the breeze. I had previously asked God , Mother Earth, Father Sky, Grandfather Sun and Grandmother Moon to come and protect my journey; now I asked them to come and be with me.
Mother was the first to arrive, she was tall with long blond hair that was in ringlets and was everywhere. She was slender and wore a gown of sorts, couldn’t really make out a lot of detail about her face or body. She did however have vine like tattoos up and down both arms.
Father was the next to arrive. His hair was short and black, his beard was also black and his eyes where a piercing blue. I could tell he was large in stature and very strong.
Grandmother and Grandfather arrived next and somewhat in unison. They were both bathed in their respective lights and I couldn't see much about them physically.
God was the final entity to arrive; when he arrived he was not as big in stature as father sky but everything seemed to go quiet when he arrived. His midsection was bathed in bright light and I could not see his face at all; but he had huge, powerful, arms – that much I could tell.
We all walked to the top of the nearby hill – on the top was a huge ring of trees that you could not see through. I could see the top of the roots of the trees and the trunks, I did not see any limbs and I could not see the top even staring straight up. When I got close one of the trees moved out of the ring and let me through, when I was through the opening it closed back and reformed the ring barrier. The grass was cut kind of like a golf course. It was short but soft and very even. I sat down in the center of the circle and asked the five entities to join me in the circle.
Mother came and sat behind me and put her hands on my shoulders and my body physically almost went completely limp. Grandmother was sitting in front of me holding my hands. Father was sitting on my right with his hand around by bicep and Grandfather was on my left doing the same.
God came up behind Mother and put his hand on the top of my head. I asked them to help me have peace and calm and to take away the fear that I had been dealing with.
God proceeded to tell me that he would take away some of the fear and that I would have to deal with the rest with my own will. He then tightened his grip on my head and began to pull upwards. Suddenly I physically felt like my skull was being ripped off and the more he pulled the more I felt that way. Finally he was done. I had never experienced anything like this before so I hurriedly said thank you and ran out of the meadow to the exit, quickly descended back to my body woke up. I realized that there was still a tremendous amount of energy on the top of my head and I felt very odd.
I initially tried to logically explain it; but when I finally admitted it was real and I had just had a major spiritual experience I felt a rush of power and spiritual energy I have seldom felt before.
thank you for writing this down, I will be back often to sit with it.
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